Step 1: Acknowledging the Pain – The First Step Toward Healing

If you’re just finding this blog series, welcome. This is part 1 of a 10-part journey walking through real stories and real steps to move forward after betrayal. 

When betrayal shakes your world, everything can feel upside down. Whether you just discovered your partner’s secret or you’ve known for a while, the pain can come in waves—raw, relentless, and confusing.

Hurt. Anger. Numbness. Fear. Some days it might feel impossible to catch your breath, let alone think about the future. And if you’re anything like the women I work with, you may have tried to “stay strong” by pushing those feelings aside. But here’s the truth: pushing through doesn’t make the pain go away—it just buries it deeper.

Real healing starts with one simple (but incredibly brave) step: acknowledging the pain.

You don’t have to have it all figured out. You don’t have to know what comes next. You just have to stop pretending the pain isn’t there.

I want to introduce you to one of my clients, Sarah.

Sarah’s Story

Sarah had been married to Tom for over 12 years. They had three kids, busy schedules, and a life that looked good on the outside. But when Sarah discovered that Tom had been secretly viewing porn, daily, again—after promising he’d stopped, her entire world cracked open.

At first, she told herself she had to keep going for the kids. She filled her calendar, stayed productive, and tried not to think too much. But her body knew. She started snapping at the kids, crying at unexpected times, and feeling disconnected from everyone around her.

Then one night, after the kids were in bed, she sat alone on the couch and let it hit her. The truth. The heartbreak. The depth of the hurt. She picked up a pencil and a notebook and began to write—not with a plan, not with polished words, just with honesty. Her tears blurred the ink, but for the first time in months, she felt like she was breathing again. She wasn’t better yet, but she was no longer pretending.

She had faced the pain. And that was her first step forward.

What if You’re Healing Alone? Sandra’s Story

Another client, Sandra, wasn’t married yet when she discovered her fiancé’s betrayal. They’d been planning their wedding when she found years of hidden porn use, lies, broken promises, and communication with multiple exes. 

After the breakup, Sandra felt like she should be “over it” within a few weeks. Everyone else seemed to move on quickly from breakups, why couldn’t she? But betrayal goes deeper than disappointment. It’s the loss of a future, the shattering of trust, and the pain of being lied to by someone who promised love.

For months, Sandra tried to be strong. But one morning, sitting in her parked car before work, she couldn’t hold it in anymore. She sobbed into her steering wheel. That moment, painful and messy, was also the first time she stopped fighting her own feelings. She realized she deserved to grieve. To feel. To stop blaming herself for not being “over it.”

Whether you’re trying to rebuild your relationship or healing on your own, this step is the same: acknowledge what hurts. All of it.

How to Begin Acknowledging the Pain

You don’t need a big plan. You don’t even need a lot of time. Here are a few gentle ways to begin:

Create space
Find a few minutes to be alone with your thoughts. No distractions. Let yourself breathe.

Name what you feel
You might say it out loud, write it down, or whisper it to yourself: “I feel betrayed. I feel angry. I feel scared.” Naming your feelings helps you see them clearly.

Let go of judgment
There’s no “right” way to respond to betrayal. If you’re sad, be sad. If you’re furious, be furious. Every feeling is valid.

Try writing
Don’t worry about structure, just get the feelings out. Use a journal, a notes app, or even scrap paper. You’re not writing a story. You’re letting your heart speak.

Talk to someone safe
If it feels right, open up to someone you trust—a friend, a coach, or a therapist. Sometimes just being heard is enough to shift the weight a little.

Why This Step Matters

Acknowledging your pain doesn’t mean staying stuck in it. It means you’re no longer hiding from it. And that’s where real strength begins.

You may still have hard days ahead—but the moment you stop pretending you’re fine is the moment healing can truly begin.

You’re not broken. You’re not weak. You’re someone who’s lived through something excruciating—and you’re still standing.

Let’s walk this journey together.

What’s Next

Sarah and her husband Tom aren’t healed yet, but they’ve taken the first brave step. They’ve stopped pretending. They’ve faced the truth. And that one step changes everything.

Next week, we’ll dive into Step 2: Building a Support System That Lifts You Up—because no one should go through this alone. Whether you’re married, separated, or single, having the right kind of support is essential.

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My name is Kendra Last

I’m a life coach and author of the book Journaling to Recovery: A Reference Guide to Healing from Betrayal Trauma. I have been working in the betrayal recovery world for almost a decade. I’ve been there, and I will help you let go of the pain of the past, help you recognize your own inner beauty and strength, and help you learn to celebrate yourself again.

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